It is here.

And I am still not worried.

I've studied for it and now it depends on my performance for those papers.

Shall make full use of my last 30+ hours

First paper:

Physics

2nd NOVEMBER 2011

7.00 a.m

All I am working for is to maintain my A- for every paper :/

Speechless.

Some times, I look back on my life and I realized all the stupid things that I've done.

I don't regret all the decisions that I've made in my life,

I just regret doing random stuff that occurred in my mind without thinking twice.

For example,

shouting like a mad woman just because (a group of friends) we're teasing each other.

Image gone and here comes the humiliation.

Damn. Until today, I still feel humiliated when I think about stuff like this.

And that's one of the least embarrassing ones.

You cannot imagine how many things are on my mind when I am asked about "what humiliates you the most?"

Which one is the worst one? Can I have more than 1?

I did so many humiliating stuff I can't rank them at all. Lol.

I know, I know,

exam period and I am thinking about stuff like this.

It's my way of motivating myself to show that I am not a useless person who is recognized by other people thanks to my embarrassing moments.

Still,

*feeldisgusted*

*gross!*

*canthrowimagedownthedrainliao*

Thanks to a friend who reminded me of all these random moments in the first place.

Told me to share embarrassing moments and yet all the stuff that my friend said were not embarrassing at all. Cheh!

Anyways, today's effort were productive to a continuum xD

Too much biology. Heh!

I can't wait till the 9th of November!

I shall be the happiest person in town! :DDD

:') so cute + touching

Eh?

Studying eh?

Thanks to JHow and PJing for getting me out of the house to watch Real Steel :)

It was a great movie :)

Max washing Atom after he found him in the junk yard.

The robot which saved Max's life.

During the tournament, Atom - nearly defeated by Zeus.

Never give up. Keep Fighting.

Back at you, Zeus!

Courage is stronger than Steel.

Get back on your feet after every hit, keep your wits about you and keep fighting!

I SHALL NOT DO THIS :

Have been keeping to my study timetable for the past few weeks. Haha!

I am actually quite proud of that.

A few more days and it's all going to be over!

Keep going, Tan Zhi Han!!

All the best to all SAM and AusMat Students! :)

P/s. AusMat students under WACE are so lucky that they do not need to wake up early to sit for 7am papers. Jealous max xD

Studious.

Exactly 10 days!

Right after the 10th study leave would be the moment of truth.

Am I ready?

I think I am 70% ready. (I suppose.)

I have been studying really hard and some of the things I am studying still doesn't make sense to me. *sigh!*

Although its called Study Leave but I'm definitely going back to college on Monday for consultation :/

Call me crazy or a girl who likes to waste money. whatever you like but I have my own way of studying.

I don't know why, I study best...

In Starbucks

I keep walking around the house when I am alone. But if I am at a shopping complex, I will just sit there and study. Starbucks has the most conducive environment. I know it costs a lot for a cup of coffee but I would rather pay the money than to waste my time at home loitering around the house! 

the ironic part is that I feel bad every time I spend so much money on a cup of coffee. I can only promise myself that I will start saving more money after the final exams.

Ok, battery dying. Signifying that its time for me to hit the hay.

Had a great day with a few old friends (we're studying together, not chit-chatting!)

Shall try waking up earlier to study like what Huey Khim is doing lately xD

Classmates first :)

 Photo crazy days :)

Introducing!

THE BOYS OF G4!

 Aaron, Bryan, Dhivagar, Mok Hong, Mahendan, Nicholas, Shien Wee, Pravin and Chun Keat :)

and now, 

THE GIRLS OF G4! ♥

 

 The 14 girls :)

But only 12 in the photo :(

Janice, Jing Yuan, Olivia, Uzma, Jacqueline, Ling Hui, Katherinne, Zi Ling,Valerie, Kimberly, Zie Zhen, Sharon, Hasena and Yours Sincerely :)

Sharon Chua ♥

A very nice girl, super hardworking, smart and.... crazy over handsome boys! xD

Keep in touch kay? :) I hope that we'll get to go to Australia together :)

Olivia Gunapalan

A super super nice girl! She has a great sense of humour! :D Hardworking and kind.

Be happy always :D I am really gonna miss you Olivia! I will cherish this unforgettable moments we had together :)

All the best in the coming SACE exams! ♥

Jing Yuan

The first girl that I talked to in G4.

A sweet little girl who seldom loses her temper. Kind hearted and always there whenever we all need a hand. Although we spent only 10 months together, but I know I will miss you oh-so-dearly!

Thank you so so much for going through this year with me. Thank you for helping me out whenever I am in trouble. Thank you for everything! I really appreciate everything :)

Let's work hard for the finals!  ♥

Jacqueline Tan ♥

My first impression on you? Extremely smart! And that has not change. Hahaha! You're always blur for certain subjects yet I admire your diligence to go for consultations and your determination to finish your homework everyday! xD Take care yo, future doctor! :D

Ling Hui ♥

One of the smartest girl in class! I have to say, my first impression on her wasn't really good. But within the first month, my impression for her changed 360 degrees!

Smart, pretty, diligent, helpful and a great personality :)

All the best in your exams :D

 

Shien Wee :)

The only guy I knew in G4 the first day I stepped in. haha!

Thank you so much for everything! Thanks a million, like seriously.

I appreciate it :) I will always remember your sudden laughs and outburst :)

I hope you will have the chance to pursue your dreams. Take care always :) 

Chun Keat (CK)

The funny guy since Day 1. The scapegoat for classrep! Haha!

We talked more ever since you started staying back until 8pm! xD I will miss your lame jokes and your " :3 " faces! XD XD Anyways, I am taller than you in this picture! :P (Let's just forget that you are actually 1.25 heads taller than me!)

Work harder la CK! Best wishes! 

Zi Ling ♥

Super friendly and helpful girl :)

I know its weird to say this but one day you will get use to it. It is not part of your life because it brings pain to you more than happiness. You deserve better :]

Anyway, let's fight for our finals! :)

Jia you jia you! Never give up on yourself! Never say that you're not meant to study science. You can :)

Kimberly ♥

the first thing that came into my mind when I type your name? LOUD!

The loud yet friendly girl - Kimberly Moh! Hahaha! I am gonna miss your voice (somehow) xD

I wonder how our class will be without you kacau-ing everyday xD Thank you for all the laughter :) Will miss you :)

Katherinne Ong ♥

The supermodel. Always in her prettiest attire. Always fashionable and always smiling :)

I jelly your smart-ness and your efficiency in completing your work! xD

All the best in your future undertakings :)

Bryan Chew

One of the smartest guy in class. Very hardworking too!

Have not talked to you much though. Sorry ah, I thought you were a Malay when I first saw you xD

Good Luck in the final exam :)

Uzma Aishah

Frankly, you are the first non-chinese friend I had xD

I don't know what to say, you're always cheerful, always smiling and so so cute in your own ways

Oh ya, and you are the first girl that I know who loves insects! Hahaha!

I am really going to miss you Uzma! Take care, ok? Keep in touch always!

All the best in the finals! ♥

Pravin Kamachee

My first Indian friend? xD hahahahaha!

If you hear me say "ass" or "asshole", it's his fault for sure! :P

Being in the lab for so many years, to be honest, he was my best lab partner! Feel proud Kamachee! Hahaha!

I had a great time conducting all those lab experiments with you in Chemistry class! If it weren't for you, I guess my Chemistry practicals would have just gone down the drain xD Thank you! :)

And! Thank you for all the epic-ness :) I'm gonna miss all the good moments.

Thank you for sending me back to Klang for don't know how many N times! Sorry for the trouble la dey! Keep in touch! :D

Best wishes Pravin! :)

Mok Hong :)

Smart, smart, smart and more smarts.

Thanks to you and Nicholas too that I can get a lift back to Klang every now and then xD

Thank you for helping me out in my studies :)

Teluk Pulai only mah, we will meet in Klang eventually :) Take care yo!

Good Luck MIEEEEEENNNNNNN! xD

Janice Lee

A quiet girl.. But she's so easy to talk to! And when we start talking, we never stop! xD

Good luck in your future Janice! Keep in touch, always! ♥

Zie Zhen ♥

Her name is pronounced as? "Zhi Hsuen" LOL!

Hence, she caught my attention the first day I entered G4. Because for the first week, every time she is called upon, I thought the lecturers were calling my sister -____-

Well, *erhem!* her voice, right.. *erhem!* her loudest.. is my softest. LOL!

We have only started to talk and become closer friends towards the end of September.

I'm really going to miss you! :] Take care friend! All the best in your future undertakings :D

16 photos, 16 people.

I feel bad not being able to take photos with the rest :(

Keep in touch everyone!

We're almost done with this stressful year. Hang in there! :)

Fast.

It is the last day of college tomorrow.

We had our last Biology and Maths class today.

Today was take-photos-like-no-tomorrow day.

I had my pimple-face and yet I took a lot of photos with the classmates xD
Just like 5s2, there were many gangs in G4.

But no matter what, all those people, despite how different they are, are still the people who went through thick and thin with me in completing this harsh year.

I wish you guys all the best in the coming SACE exam!! :)

For Physics students, we have 12 more days! Jia you ah!!! :D

For Psycho students, 14 more days to go! Best wishes! :D

We'll make SAM worth the stress, worth the pain and most importantly, worth the fun we shared :)

12 more days.

This is worse than SPM x___x

Stop Hunger Now!

Feel blessed that you are not the person that we are packing food for.

After this event, I feel that I am a very lucky girl.

Life's hard at times but compared to them, I have a lot more than what I could have wished for.

Taylor's World Food Day - Stop Hunger Now.

A really meaningful event and I'm glad I was a part of it :)

I really learned a lot :)

Thank you Olivia, Uzma and Jing Yuan for telling me about this event xD

* * *

It's mentality.

I. Just. Cannot. __________ (Fill in the blank - one word)

That's feeling sucks.

Logos Hope :)

We heard about the biggest floating book fair few weeks ago.

So, we decided to go to Port Klang to have a look at the book fair.

The back of the ship xD

It was seriously packed!

and no ventilation pulak.

I guess that if a random person have H1N1, the whole ship will be 'infected'.

 

The emergency boats (my sister say that it looks like titanic! xD)

 

The books weren't really cheap though :/

Bought only these four books.

Shall try reading up some business books. No harm knowing more than just science :D

Don't laugh on the Athletic Training book. You should see inside! It's filled with information that's so useful :D

It was an awesome day :)

once more..

When you look at the friends around you,

When you look at the people around you,

Have you ever wonder when's the last time you'll ever see each other?

Have you ever wonder what will happen to the friendship/relationship that you've built up for so long?

I look at the people I met in Taylor's SS15..

I know, for some of them, I will never see them again.

Some others, even if I see them, it will only be one of those awkward "Hi *smile*", then we'll brush shoulders and walk away instead of the shouting and laughter we shared today.

I will be facing graduation again soon.

SAM is ending. One more week and G4 will be gone.

It will only be one of the classes that I've been in and not part of any more.

Next week is the last week of college and then, we are on our own.

We take our exams according to our names and not our classes.

I might be in the hall and my friends in C floor? D Floor? Gallery? I have no idea.

Although I wasn't as close to them as I was with my secondary school mates but at least they were with me through the thick and thin of SAM.

I will miss everyone of them :)

Ok, maybe not all but most xD

Let's make the last week of college the best week ever :D

Till then :)

Fortius - Stronger

To make sure that we do not give up on ourselves after our bad results for the trial examinations, Ms Param gave each of us a metal puzzle. Representing either  fortius, altius or citius. What's that you say? Its a kind of metal puzzle that has the ability to damage a person's brain cell in a shortest time possible. (Fortius, altius and citius is the Olympic motto)

Still have no idea? well, this is what it looks like. All we have to do is to separate the metal puzzle into two pieces.

I managed to get this one out! Haha! It looks damn easy but mind you, it is uber hard.

I managed to solve the bottom one too! Muahahahaha! But those two pieces - categorized as the easy ones - are not mine! Mine is something like the top left one. It was passed around the whole class and nobody could solve the puzzle. :S

What my lecturer wanted to tell us is that nothing is impossible. Let's go Adidas - Impossible is nothing! xD We should try harder for the finals so we don't spoil our chances of getting a competitive ATAR.

When I saw my final assessment results today, I was quite shocked. The 3 sciences, I got A- for all. Never would I still dream of having an A- after my pitfall in the trials. I don't know anything about Maths yet but I hope it is a B+ :/

should head back to work :)

Since when?

I have no idea when did it started. I guess it's this year, maybe?

I DREAD MONDAYS.

Tomorrow's Monday.

Monday signifies the end of the lovely weekends.

Monday signifies one week is gone and I am a week nearer to my finals.

Monday signifies that I have to go back to college and study, study, study.

23 more days till final exam!

I don't know what to feel even though that's the exam that will determine my university life.

*heavy-heartedly* Hello, Monday :)

crazy. laughter. love

Met up with Huey Khim on Friday after school :D

Picked her up and went to Jusco Bkt Raja! She said I look like a mum picking up my daughter from school because she's in her school uniform and I'm in my college 'uniform' xD

I passed her a box of stuff! Haha!

So.. Sze Chin, Nyee Huey, Xin Ying and Hui Gee, if you guys didn't receive stuff like this from her, go bully her! 

Hey, Tan Huey Khim, mine is clearer than yours lo! Yours so dark! xD

She just can't stop sms-ing while we're in Starbucks. I wonder whether its her boyfie?! XD Nawh.. Just kidding, I don't even know whether its a boy or a girl :P

And she's updating herself on everything using my laptop. Gehhhh..

College Student vs Form 6 Student! :P

Best friends won't let you do crazy things.. alone! xD

Last photo for the day. In the car :)

We'll meet up again soon! :D

I want to meet up with all the secondary mates after my finals! :)

Wait for me! Just wait until the 9th of November! I can FLY by then! :DDD

Save me a date, ok? xD

Thank you Ah Khim for making my day!  ♥