Friday, December 23, 2011

Can't.Breathe.

"Congratulations! You have been issued with a full course offer for Monash University. "

When I saw that e-mail, my heart stopped pumping for a minute there. Oh.My.Gawd. I've got the offer! Like finally! Lol! I am kinda speechless.

I've been accepted to Monash University, Parkville Campus for Bachelor of Pharmacy!!

I'm so excited about it! The adrenaline rush when I read the offer letter. That feeling of being accepted into the top 8 university in Australia! (Melbourne U is the first and Monash is the fifth) It's like everything paid off, but.. 

At the same time, I feel so.. Selfish. (irony eh?) My parents earned the money and I'm spending everything. And the worst part, I don't even know if I like Pharmacy. I chose Pharmacy because I don't want to give up on Science. Studying Bachelor of Science will get me no where. I don't want to be a doctor/nurse/dentist/engineer. I've never (I mean NEVER EVER) gave a thought to Pharmacy. 

sometimes, we don't have a choice. It's not about what we like, it's about that something that will secure us a future. 
A friend told me that.

Oh well, I have 2 weeks to decide. Then I'm gonna have to pay the deposit already. Wish me Good Luck! :]
Hoping everything will turn out fine :)

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