Can't.Breathe.

"Congratulations! You have been issued with a full course offer for Monash University. "

When I saw that e-mail, my heart stopped pumping for a minute there. Oh.My.Gawd. I've got the offer! Like finally! Lol! I am kinda speechless.

I've been accepted to Monash University, Parkville Campus for Bachelor of Pharmacy!!

I'm so excited about it! The adrenaline rush when I read the offer letter. That feeling of being accepted into the top 8 university in Australia! (Melbourne U is the first and Monash is the fifth) It's like everything paid off, but.. 

At the same time, I feel so.. Selfish. (irony eh?) My parents earned the money and I'm spending everything. And the worst part, I don't even know if I like Pharmacy. I chose Pharmacy because I don't want to give up on Science. Studying Bachelor of Science will get me no where. I don't want to be a doctor/nurse/dentist/engineer. I've never (I mean NEVER EVER) gave a thought to Pharmacy. 

sometimes, we don't have a choice. It's not about what we like, it's about that something that will secure us a future. 

A friend told me that.

Oh well, I have 2 weeks to decide. Then I'm gonna have to pay the deposit already. Wish me Good Luck! :]

Hoping everything will turn out fine :)

SCC 2011 :)

I've been to that campsite before, 4 years ago, as a participant for Youth Camp. This time, I went there as a participant for State Cadet Camp. The feeling's totally different. Because, this camp was kinda bad compared to all the other camps that I've joined.

I feel that they were behaving irrationally. To me, all of them only want to show off their power. You think yelling at other people makes you look good? You're so wrong!

Despite all this mess, I still managed to enjoy myself with the buddies. Haha! I can't believe that I have the chance to perform tepid sponging for a member who's having high fever. I never knew there would be a time when everybody have to fall in and all I have to do was to stand in front of the squad and "supervise". I never knew that we (HK, NH and I) would still be able to laugh like idiots when we talk to Jin Hung senior. The last time that happened was years ago! haha!

Anyway, thanks everyone, for the experience of a lifetime.

New terms : "bombing USA" and "matrix" xD hahahaha! I will never forget that :)

Home ♥

Wassup y'all?! xD

I'm home, as in finally home! I miss my room so so much. Especially my bed! Haha! 

Came back from USA and Taiwan at 2pm on the 17th. (photos will be uploaded soon, I think!) As some of my friends know, I went straight for SCC 3 hours later. And I must say, I have high expectations for this camp! I thought it would be as fun as any other camps that I have attended and well, I was so wrong! It sucks to the max! Grr.. The only thing that didn't drive me up the wall was the fact that I was there with the besties! :) It was much more memorable with them :) I love them so so much! ♥ We only have less than 20 photos but I will cherish those moments in my heart. :) For I know, this might be my last camp with all of you..

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I've got my SAM results! :DD

It wasn't as good as I expect it to be. I got 2A- and 3B+. But the ATAR was acceptable, so I will forget about the B+ for now! Haha! Now, I am waiting for the official offer letter from Monash University and also Melbourne U before deciding. I know I can definitely enter Melbourne U now, but I'm not that sure for Monash :/

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anyway, I shall enjoy for the time being. :D I have few more weeks before I make my final decision. What can I do..? Hmmmm.. I wanted to go find a job or something but nobody would want an employee that can only work for a month and have to take leaves for university application stuff. But I don't want to waste time either. Ah well, shall give myself a few days to sort everything out. Hee! :D

So long for now :)

Soon!

Hate those people who said Taipei is shopping heaven! It is NOT! Wtheck. Wu Fen Pu pulak. I walk 5 shops and I surrendered. My sister, a shopaholic, surrendered 5 shops later. I would rather go back to the States to buy all the branded stuff. The branded stuff in US is even cheaper than the AP stock in Wu Fen Pu. I regretted not buying anything in US now. Grr!!!

Anyways, going back to Malaysia soon! I can't wait! Gonna go for SCC (Booooo!!!) But it's for the sake of my friends :) This will be the last time the few of us go for camp together. I can't wait to see them! I can't wait to bully Nyee Huey together with Huey Khim! XD Hahahahahaha! I just can't wait! :D I know it's a boring camp, but still, it's never boring when you have your friends around :D

Going to don't know where to shop again tomorrow. Haiya, I know I will come back empty handed anyways. Wtheck. Two more days. Two more days and I'll be home. Tahan ah! 

Home. Sweet. Home! :)

Yea.Maybe.Whatever.

I'm not as high-spirited as when I just reached California.

Maybe we traveled too much. Maybe we argued too much. Maybe some people we just being unreasonable. We went from town to town, from the state of California, to the scenic views and amazing weather in the state of Arizona (Sedona) and then to the main attraction of Nevada (Las Vegas). Now we're back at California, spending the last few days in Los Angeles.

I am still grateful I have the chance to come here, I really am, but I am tired. Just tired. I'm tired of enjoying everything here. I'm tired of eating fast food, I'm tired of being dehydrated because the water is just effing expensive and they still tax you and also charge you for every plastic bottle you buy (there are no such things as refills). I am SICK of treating my hands and ankles everyday when I know after they've healed in the morning, they'll just crack and bleed again at night. I look like a patient with severe skin disease. wtf. The skin on my face is worse too. And then all those ridiculous arguments between ourselves, those situation which will cause you to stand at wits end, knowing that you're gonna lose your mind and yet you have to smile and say polite things. I am tired of it here. I want to go home.

Went to Universal Studios Hollywood today. I won't say that I had a really good time, I can't say that I didn't enjoy it either. I can only say that I wish to go back there again in the future and that time, I will make sure I enjoy 100%! Sigh big time.

Disneyland tomorrow. I don't think I'll enjoy that much either. Maybe, just the fireworks. Unless... Ah, better shut up. I am not in the right position to comment on anything. :( Gonna leave the States in less than 3 days and will be heading to Taiwan and spend a few more days there before heading home. Am gonna be home soon :]

1st December!

I know it's already the 2nd in Malaysia but hey, it's still the 1st here! :P

It's the first day of the last month of the year!

It's time to have fun, it's time to enjoy the things that we did not enjoy in the last 11 months!

Most importantly, be happy throughout the whole month! haha!

Anyways, be careful about what fruit juice (especially apple juice and grape juice) you're drinking. Because according to the news report here, fruit juices carry more than 10% of Arsenic!! Which is cancerous! Try not to drink fruit juices for now. Take care everyone! :]

I thought coming here would mean saving every penny we could and no shopping would be done. But I think I am wrong. We can't resist the temptation! THE SALES! The Black Friday sales! It was jaw-dropping! The whole mall was on sale! Not that I like shopping but since everyone is shopping like mad, I just have to join in! :P

It has been a week here.

It was amazing! Especially when I get to spend time with my cousins! They're so cute! The last time I saw them was 3-6 years ago when they came for a visit. Heh! I can't remember. Love them much! :)

That's all for now :D

I think.

Life is always filled with surprises :)

That's what makes it challenging.

Today's the last training session with the Nursing Cadets.

Thank you girls for making me feel that my time was not wasted and that I've been doing the right thing.

You girls are different from your seniors in one way or another.

The fire in you, the will to learn, to focus, it awes me :))

I have no idea why, training you girls was a mission that exhausts me every day.

You girls train everyday, I'm worn out everyday.
But every ounce of energy's worth it :)

A friend told me:

• don't show the tired face to juniors liao
• stay motivated
• if they feel tired juz make them wake up!
• don't let xxxxxx them tink we are useless
• we have been train them for almost everyday for the past two weeks
• and samo tml is ur last training
• last last last training forever
• so i tink that v should at least have some cheng2 jiu4 towards wat we and our junior believe
• and our junior's attitude vry good
• hope they get wat they wan
• 

 I agree, their attitude (not most of them) is exactly what every senior wants in a junior.

That's why I don't mind travelling to HQ everyday just to train them.
I don't know how's the competition gonna be, but I hope what they've learned is enough for them to achieve what they want :) I believe in you girls :)

So that's it, my last training.

It's time to say Goodbye.

Jiayou :)

我们要一起努力，一起加油

不相信运气，不需要别人的怜悯，只要做好自己的本分就好

Feel the stress?

Positive stress management pushes you further.

It will give you a better advantage over the others.

Show me your goals and I will keep you going.

I am here.

Back at something I thought I hated.

Because you guys actually listened and not as rebellious, you all gave us the energy to fight for you guys. We hope that no matter what happens, you guys will not give up. I salute the fire in you :)

aching all over.

My clumsiness can be ranked world #1.

Why?

I walked by one of the most familiar places I know, tripped and fell, now my left knee proudly shows a palm-sized bruise and on the right knee, a freaking awesome big patch of skin pealed off. Both elbows slightly 'damaged' as well.

I helped with some event and received bruises on my arms as a reward.

Didn't see that sharp corner, "crashed" my back against it (twice!), holding back the pain and cursing beneath my breath.

All this in 2 days.

And I have only myself to blame.

Y U SO CLUMSY?!

so frustrated with myself

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I hate wasting my time on meaningless stuff.

So don't push me into doing it or else you shall face my temper :P

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If you think we're coaching you because we want a raise, then you're wrong.

I only want to improve your standards, I have nothing else in mind.

And I will not tolerate inappropriate behaviour during training sessions.

If you want to win, show me your determination, don't fool around.

I cannot guarantee you guys a medal, but I can guarantee you all that I will give it my best to help you guys.

Be strong, just 2 more weeks!

Just try your best and gain the experience.

Because those days would be the most memorable days in your whole St John life.

初恋这件小事

Have you heard of this movie?

It's a love story from Thailand.

"A Little Thing Called Love"

never in my dreams would I have thought that I'd watch a Thailand movie xD

Watching "You Are The Apple of My Eye" reminded me of this movie.

And to be frank, I feel that this movie is slightly better than Apple. 

The main actress of the movie (idk her name though :/)

The main actor (Mario *something. I forgot*)

From the movie :)

The guy (by Mario) made a book filled with the girl's photos. The photos were taken by him over the 5 years of high school. Awesome-ness! :')

If you guys love You Are The Apple of My Eye then you guys should really watch this xD

It's quite old already I think.

Sorry if you already knew about this movie, I just got to know about it some time ago..