Fear.
A totally different learning environment,
different people of different cultures,
a different country,
and a different home.
If I were to say that I am not afraid, would you believe me..?
Saying goodbye.
Saying goodbye was never easy. I hate saying goodbye to people who means a lot to me in my life.
Yes, I may cry, not for a day but for maybe a few days, or a week, or a month, but eventually I will have to accept that this is my new life and that I will have to live on my own without the presence of my loved ones.
Initially I said, "vacation" sounded better, but now I have to admit, it's time to say goodbye.
Though I may not be the best friend anyone ever had, but I hope I will not be forgotten :)
For I will remember everyone back here.
Challenge Accepted.
I will be strong. I pinky promise.
I will tolerate, I will be patient.
I will try my best to be independent.
Nobody knows how independent they are until the day when they realize that they have to take charge of their own living and I know, it's time for me to try.
I don't think I'll be coming back for the Semester 1 holidays. It's too short and I don't want to waste so much money on the air tickets just to come back for about a week. Even though my heart is dying to come back! lol
Melbourne, you are currently 3 days away from me :)
I'll be seeing you on Saturday morning :D





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