Thursday, March 27, 2014

If by Rudyard Kipling

If

If you can keep your head when all about you
Are losing theirs and blaming it on you;
If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you,
But make allowance for their doubting too:
If you can wait and not be tired by waiting,
Or, being lied about, don't deal in lies,
Or being hated don't give way to hating,
And yet don't look too good, nor talk too wise;

If you can dream---and not make dreams your master;
If you can think---and not make thoughts your aim,
If you can meet with Triumph and Disaster
And treat those two impostors just the same:.
If you can bear to hear the truth you've spoken
Twisted by knaves to make a trap for fools,
Or watch the things you gave your life to, broken,
And stoop and build'em up with worn-out tools;

If you can make one heap of all your winnings
And risk it on one turn of pitch-and-toss,
And lose, and start again at your beginnings,
And never breathe a word about your loss:
If you can force your heart and nerve and sinew
To serve your turn long after they are gone,
And so hold on when there is nothing in you
Except the Will which says to them: "Hold on!"

If you can talk with crowds and keep your virtue,
Or walk with Kings---nor lose the common touch,
If neither foes nor loving friends can hurt you,
If all men count with you, but none too much:
If you can fill the unforgiving minute
With sixty seconds' worth of distance run,
Yours is the Earth and everything that's in it,
And---which is more---you'll be a Man, my son!

Tuesday, March 25, 2014

Long time :)

Bellow!

It has been a loooooooong time since I last wrote something in this space.

I actually miss the days that I have time to do all these little things in life :) I actually meant that I miss the time when I actually have good wifi signal in my room. I have no idea why the signal in my room is so bad that so the last month I couldn't even load my Facebook news feed -___-

Anyways, 2.5 months since my last post and well, obviously I am back in Melbourne already and living the life I've pretty much wanted. So blessed!

I have no idea who is still gonna read this semi-dead or dead blog but I'll blog anyways! Haha!

Summer 13/14
This summer has been really unforgettable. So many happy days and so many down down days. Gained a few friends, lost a few friends. I learned to appreciate more and be thankful for all the happy days that I have. Every moment that we complain we're bored, somebody somewhere in this world is struggling to live. Don't complain that you have a lot of time because some people don't have time. Don't wait for things to happen, go and make it happen. This summer changed my perspective of so many things and most importantly, time waits for no one.

Resolutions 2014
To set things right. You know, there's this one thing that has been bugging me for 4 years. For 4 years, I have this unsolved mystery running through my mind and is so mentally distracting that I've decided to face it. Because if I don't get myself to face my problems, 4 years will become 5 and 5 years will become 6 years. So.. I talked it out. Your intentions, my interpretation, I don't know what's right or what's wrong but this time, after talking it through, I've decided to walk away. No, I'm not avoiding my problems, I'm putting an end to it. What I can say is, after gathering my guts to do all this, I felt better. So much better. And so much happier. Because I no longer have to keep it all inside me and let it rip my mind to a zillion pieces. To you, I ticked off my first resolution of 2014.

To have a happier life in Melbourne. I was sick of staying at home everyday because none of my friends wanted to go out with me to explore places that I've never been to. So I've decided that this year, I'll work harder and I'll go enjoy the perks of studying overseas. Not just the perks of having my own room -_- But what I am most thankful for is that one of my good friends, Shao Qian, came to Melbourne. Honestly, life isn't that boring anymore. Although he stays quite a distance from the city but at least its not an 8-hour flight away. With a friend like him, I did so many things I've never done in my last 2 years in Melbourne and that was just my first three weeks back in Melbourne. I am so thankful for that. Hopefully there's more of these eventful days to come :) Tick #2!

About Me.
Heard of #prayformh370 ? A plane that was supposed to fly to Beijing that disappeared out of radar. It really is shocking how we can never expect what will happen next. The heartbreak of the family members for their loved ones on MH370. Its really devastating. For me, I still have a lot of planes to catch. Especially 8-hour ones to go home. It amplified my phobia for flights by a million folds. *big sigh*

I'm sorry to friends whom I have not been contacting or replying your messages for some time. I'm not giving excuses, I really am sorry. Sometimes its really "out of sight, out of mind". Sorry!

So.
I end my updates here lah! And keep my fingers crossed for more updates to come :)