Again.

NA and NC team from Kwang Hua :)

Again and again, every year, we go through the same thing over and over again. 

Competition, people win, people lose. No matter who's the one who won or the one who lost, everyone gave it their best. NO, don't you dare say we didn't work hard enough, don't you dare say we're lucky, WE tried our best. If our best wasn't enough, fine, at least we tried.

Assholians who treat us like "things" just because we lost, for that ONE time. For what we've won in the past, it's  NOTHING now. For an incident that we didn't want, for a lost that we didn't expect, for the disappointment we had in people like you!

I will not be like you. Yes, I was hurt too when they lost. So what? I do not need them to apologize, I do not need them to feel sad. As long as they enjoyed their trainings, grew up and bonded well during all these, I will be happy. You cannot imagine how sad it is to see them like this. The heartache. I guess you won't know how it feels since you think all this is normal for people who lost. I was there too, you know, I've experienced your coolness, I've experienced it all and I was once disappointed too.

Anyway, it's all in the past now.

And all I want is for them to get over all the disappointment and be hyper like they used to be.