Long time :)

Bellow!

It has been a loooooooong time since I last wrote something in this space.

I actually miss the days that I have time to do all these little things in life :) I actually meant that I miss the time when I actually have good wifi signal in my room. I have no idea why the signal in my room is so bad that so the last month I couldn't even load my Facebook news feed -___-

Anyways, 2.5 months since my last post and well, obviously I am back in Melbourne already and living the life I've pretty much wanted. So blessed!

I have no idea who is still gonna read this semi-dead or dead blog but I'll blog anyways! Haha!

Summer 13/14

This summer has been really unforgettable. So many happy days and so many down down days. Gained a few friends, lost a few friends. I learned to appreciate more and be thankful for all the happy days that I have. Every moment that we complain we're bored, somebody somewhere in this world is struggling to live. Don't complain that you have a lot of time because some people don't have time. Don't wait for things to happen, go and make it happen. This summer changed my perspective of so many things and most importantly, time waits for no one.

Resolutions 2014

To set things right. You know, there's this one thing that has been bugging me for 4 years. For 4 years, I have this unsolved mystery running through my mind and is so mentally distracting that I've decided to face it. Because if I don't get myself to face my problems, 4 years will become 5 and 5 years will become 6 years. So.. I talked it out. Your intentions, my interpretation, I don't know what's right or what's wrong but this time, after talking it through, I've decided to walk away. No, I'm not avoiding my problems, I'm putting an end to it. What I can say is, after gathering my guts to do all this, I felt better. So much better. And so much happier. Because I no longer have to keep it all inside me and let it rip my mind to a zillion pieces. To you, I ticked off my first resolution of 2014.

To have a happier life in Melbourne. I was sick of staying at home everyday because none of my friends wanted to go out with me to explore places that I've never been to. So I've decided that this year, I'll work harder and I'll go enjoy the perks of studying overseas. Not just the perks of having my own room -_- But what I am most thankful for is that one of my good friends, Shao Qian, came to Melbourne. Honestly, life isn't that boring anymore. Although he stays quite a distance from the city but at least its not an 8-hour flight away. With a friend like him, I did so many things I've never done in my last 2 years in Melbourne and that was just my first three weeks back in Melbourne. I am so thankful for that. Hopefully there's more of these eventful days to come :) Tick #2!

About Me.

Heard of #prayformh370 ? A plane that was supposed to fly to Beijing that disappeared out of radar. It really is shocking how we can never expect what will happen next. The heartbreak of the family members for their loved ones on MH370. Its really devastating. For me, I still have a lot of planes to catch. Especially 8-hour ones to go home. It amplified my phobia for flights by a million folds. *big sigh*

I'm sorry to friends whom I have not been contacting or replying your messages for some time. I'm not giving excuses, I really am sorry. Sometimes its really "out of sight, out of mind". Sorry!

So.

I end my updates here lah! And keep my fingers crossed for more updates to come :)