Short updates :)

my long tedious post will be about my week :)

first of all, outing with SzeChin last Sunday :)

we talked and talked non-stop and abused one of the fitting rooms.

we watched No Strings Attached.

(we can now go into rated 18 movies without worrying that we might not get to enter the cinema! :P)

the movie was very nice! recommended! but *er-hem!* its rated 18SL (or SG or SX idk la..) so ermm.. Still in high school people don't watch la har.. xD I find this movie quite touching? lol. idk how to describe it besides saying its so good xD

plan next outing soon! :D

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secondly, I started driving already. I mean learn how to drive.

and I don't want to drive anymore! sigh!

my instructor was terrible, horrible, vegetable! I've never been so insulted in my life!!! nobody ever called me a knuckle-head or stubborn or beh-kau-tong (can't communicate) or commented that my reaction was super slow for N times in 1 hour. and hello! I listened to his instructions and he scolded me, he asked me to drive and said that he's not going to spoon feed the instructions, so I drive lor, then suddenly, he started scolding me like mad! like I've killed his whole family. wtf! He told me to step on the oil, and when I stepped, he said "you like speeding is it?! step on the oil for what?! Foot on the break! I've never seen someone so stubborn in my years of teaching driving!!" wtf?! is this my problem? He asked me to step on the oil in the first place!

I was mentally insulted and physically exhausted. If I can I would definitely shout back at him! I am paying a freaking large amount of money for him to teach me how to drive, not to insult me! sigh! :(

I am really scared to go for my driving lesson tomorrow. I don't want to face such an instructor! x(

gotta go through all this. sigh x infinity! P license, hurry up!

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College.

A very big word.

I have Physics assignments, Biology Test (6% in my assessments) and Maths Quiz (3% in my assessments).

I rushed through all my assignments like mad every night. I did my homework till the point where I can say I am now officially a national treasure, a panda. And all those zits came running back to greet me :(

I am overwhelmed by the fact that I survived the first Biology Test and Maths Quiz. :D

But of course, I'm gonna fail my maths so badly! heh! die hard!

I opened the question booklet, (3 main topics with a few sub-questions) I looked at Q1, "nevermind la, one question can't answer"

Q2, "another one..?"

Q3, "oh!-my!-God!"

ta-daaa! I am doomed. seriously, in the 20 minutes of the quiz, my brain was literally, theoretically and practically EMPTY. I am so doomed man. I can see 3% of my assessment going down the drain. :( so much for aiming A+. Now I have 97% left. =S 2% more and my A+ is gone!

Biology was better, I studied the syllabus for 3 times. I think I got it? I can't be sure. But I hope it turns out better than Maths. :]

A month in SAM made me realize that I can't cope in science. I cannot cope at all. Especially physics and maths. I dread the feeling of having to study maths, biology and physics. (Chemistry is the only subject which I don't have a problem so far. Research Project is another story)

If I am given a chance to turn back the time, I would like to try Foundation in Business. Idk, I don't think I  like Business, but somehow it might not be as bad as Science? I am really dreading Science here. But I am also aware that I do not have a choice. If I change now, I will have to wait for the next intake and I will waste 10k. Sigh! I really thought that I will do well in college with all the science subjects. I thought I loved science. (I think I just love Chemistry and all the science experiments. lol!)

Wish me luck! =]

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lastly, Thanks for reading this super long post. haha!

p/s., I'm too good at day-dreaming.

p/p/s. I hope, things will work out :)

p/p/p/s. when is SPM coming out? :(