All Wrapped Up.

Happiness.

Sorrow.

Remain untold.

Is it me or does this happen really often?

Just when I'm about to leave, I realized that I've been having a lot a lot of fun. With my friends and even people whom I've not known previously. My family and I are getting along fine or even better than ever. I'm having an awesome time.

:)

A friend asked me:

"Would you like us to go with you to the airport? I think it would be better if we not go, it'll be easier for you.."

The thing is, I don't know.

I DO want my friends to be there. It'll make me feel less lonely and all. After all, I'm going there alone.

On the other hand, if my friends are there, I am quite sure I'll cry. Saying goodbye isn't easy. Especially to people who means something in your life.

I suppose "leaving" isn't a good way to say it..?

I think it'll be better as "a vacation" because I will be coming back later this year (I suppose).

If you ask me again how do I feel about going to Australia to further my studies, I will tell you I don't know. The excitement is fading and separation is bugging me.

*thinking about my 2012 resolutions!*

Trying to get myself used to the life of a loner. Lol. Eat alone, walk alone, shop for necessities alone. Because I think that's how my Monash life would be for the first few weeks. Walking to class alone, taking the train alone and studying alone. It'll be super boring for a person as talkative as me! lol!

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Today was another laughing-filled day :D

It was VAD's Refresher Course.

The day wasn't as bad as I expected. Haha! I'm sure I'll miss all of this :')

The Pre-Departure Briefing is tomorrow.

Will be meeting up with Jing Yuan, Olivia and Uzma for dinner :)

Can't wait to meet up with them!