No, I can't.

I cannot stop you from reading what you've already read,

I cannot stop you from thinking what's on your mind right now,

I cannot stop you from doing what you feel like doing to me,

But what I can do is, I won't show you the best of me.

For a moment there, I felt ashamed of myself for what I have done.

But after what you did, I realized that I was foolish to feel ashamed of that thought.

I don't know what's in your mind right now,

but I know, it's only 2 months and 3 days away.

Then, I will smile, from the bottom of my heart.

When I look at you, I feel the heat, the anger, the feeling of wanting to overthrow you.

I questioned myself, what and why did I make this decision.

I look at myself in the mirror, I am no longer the little girl who will ask mummy to braid her hair before school, I am the girl who would work out all the necessary measures to fend herself.

I will, show you, I can do, whatever I set myself to do.