Going MAD.

Here, the amount of paper and files at my study area. I'm super messy during the exams.

This time round, I really studied. I spent days and days and days studying from morning till night. I really don't know how will I react if I still can't achieve the results that I want. I think I'll go mad.

Studying about the nervous system and about all those psychotic drugs are just too overwhelming and making me feel like I'll be a psycho too! And studying about cancer pathology is mutating my brain cells. 

I have been waking up at 3-4am to study. When its time for me to wake up, my roommate goes to sleep.  This whole house is a stress-inducer. 4 students, all studying like mad every day. Not only that, I need to find a new place to stay. Have been wasting my time to inspect houses that are not even worth considering. I hate photoshop seriously. The houses look damn nice on the website and when I reached there, it was old, it was dirty, it was disgusting. Although I am pretty desperate to find a place because once my exams are over, I would have to move out asap but I will not let myself suffer living in a place as dirty as those that I've inspected. More stress. More time wasted.

I hope everything will be resolved by end of this month and then I can finally live in peace!

Counting down 4 days till my first paper.

Please be nice to me!