Andd.. I have yet to receive my results for last semester. Oh nozzzz! At least I know I didn't fail! *sends my silent thank you(s)* I'll do better this semester! (I hope!)
It was a really short and quite-stressed start of the semester. We had only 3 days of lectures this week and well.. the stuff taught these 3 days were pretty confusing already. Ow mannn! I shall rajin "telan" lecture recordings this semester! (calling all diligent cells in me, please cast your spell and make me study!)
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Eating clean is so damn hard for people like me. I am a sucker for chocolates, burgers (not the McD/KFC burgers), ice-cream and savoury food. I'm a serious loser when presented with food. I. Can. Never. Say. No. To. Food! Even though I stopped buying all these food, I still order them when I'm out with my friends. Really hate my determination sometimes.
On the other hand, my friends said there was a noticeable difference in my size. HAHAHA! *blush!* My legs are thinner, which, I must thank public transport for being so damn expensive that I walk an average of 10+km to and fro my destinations instead of taking public transport. Since I have all the time in the world during the holidays! Now that I think of it, I think the only change is my legs because I don't do anything else besides walking. I don't jog any more because of all the people with their unleashed dogs in the neighbourhood. I am not afraid to admit that I am afraid of dogs. Correction, I am VERY afraid of dogs. Especially hyperactive and too-friendly dogs. I do find dogs cute, but only those that are leashed and those that never seem to notice my presence are the cutest. The rest that comes at me, be prepared to hear my scream. Anyways, I think a slight progress is still progress. Now all I need to do is to master my mind and control myself from indulging in all the sugary food.
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I got a part-time job nowwww. Not in a pharmacy, 3 pharmacies rejected me, AGAIN. I seriously give up on getting a pharmacy job. So... This is a job at a Thai restaurant. Although the pay is lower than pharmacy jobs but having an income is better than no income and I am happy for that! :)
Starting work next Tuesday! The first part-time job of my life!
I know I am a blessed kid to not having to ever worry about getting a part-time job in my teenage years. I am grateful for that. But did you realize how spoilt and rotten I was because I've never been out of my comfort zone? And because I've never had any working experience that no pharmacies are willing to hire me which is really very depressing somehow. And worse, I don't even know if I can last in this job. I am worried that I'll be too stressed having to balance between my studies and also work. I am not even sure if I can handle the working environment! This is all really, really, really new to me. I have no idea what to expect, really.
I got this job because my housemate, Trang, is working at this restaurant and she knows I'm looking for a job. So she asked her boss and talked so highly of me that the boss decided to give me a chance. I didn't even have to ask the boss if he is hiring nor did I handed in my resume, it was all thanks to Trang.
I hope I can do this all the way till the day I go back for summer. I hope I am strong enough to be able to cope with everything! Wish me luck yo! I'm gonna need all the luck I can get!
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Till next time :)
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