Me, so You.

The title doesn't seem to make much sense but it doesn't matter, because I just wanted to express whatever I have in my mind for today.

I said I'm going to change my temper, I said I'm gonna try and be better. Main point. Second point, I am trying to not get angry at petty little things, to filter what people say to me by differentiating jokes from statements and to know how to treat others better.

I know sometimes I get pretty tensed about things that do not even require attention. I am trying to take things slowly, to relax more and to cut the anxiousness in everything I do, BUT that does not mean I don't care! I care, but I chose to do it my way, a way which I feel more comfortable in and a way which I feel will work better on me, so why can't I do it? Today, I've had enough, whatever the reason, being treated like this three days in a row is crazy! No, I am going crazy!

You and I, our tempers are so identical that it's like fighting fire with fire. There will be no end to the argument but only more damage done. In other words, its pointless to talk us apart. I like things simple and as chill as possible even though my temper says otherwise, but YOU, you like things as complicated as can be. A simple sentence with no hidden meanings can mean a million and one things to you and in the end, you get all fired up and goodbye harmony.

I'm trying to be better, why can't you? I want to change because I don't want to be like you. I don't want it at all. Don't make me hate my holidays, don't make me want to disappear to Melbourne. I appreciate everything you've ever given to me, but I seriously don't like your temper. I just don't.

Nothing goes wrong even if you are slow. Nothing can be accomplished when you are too anxious and angry either. Keep your cool and do it right!